Crap man..

It was so so horrible...

I was calling for cab to go to the checkpoint as it was raining heavily. I started calling for cab at 6:10pm. Ok fine, i know that was the peak hour. But i really din know that it was SO difficult to get a cab. I tried 3 different booking numbers for like so many time(maybe about 10 times or more).. and most of my calls got either engaged or put on hold... damn.. fine.. when i finally got through one of the numbers, they asked for my add and stuff like then and after like 3 minutes.."sorry miss, we cant get a cab for u now, can u pls call us back in about 5 mins?" Wah, that kinda shocked me.. i thought that would only happen in KL where booking a cab is quite a hassle.

Ok fine, so i called other companies.. Engaged, on hold AGAIN!!... then finally i got through for the second time. This time.. it was better.. at least they told me that they got me a cab. So i RUSHED down to wait for the cab as it was such a "precious" one. Then after waiting for about 5 minutes... my phone rang." Ms kee, sorry. The cab that we got u cant get there now. We will arrange another cab for u. ".... WAT?? arh!... wat a wonderful day huh. So i went back home to chill before they call me. Who knows how long they will take to get me a cab man... Well but luckily they did call me back and got me a cab.

So fine, got onto the cab n i thought things should be ok by now. About 2 minutes after i left my place, my phone rang again... "hi miss kee, u called for a cab right? my driver is waiting downstairs.." ..."ya i did. But the other operator from ur company has called me back and got me another cab."...Then that bloody operator went "ok fine, thank u." she was damn rude when she said this and she din even finish saying her "thank u" beforeshe hung up. She was really damn rude. Hello!..not my fault that ur company got me another cab first ok!..

Ok fine fine... chill chill.. it was no big deal. But to add up to my alredi very bad evening, an accident on the highway had caused a pretty serious traffic jam. That totally sucked cos i so wanted to get home fast.. and also that bloody jam made my cab fare higher than usual.

Crap crap crap... it was really pretty horrible.. especially when i was carrying so much stuff.

Ok then i finally reached home after some time. Well despite all the shitty stuff that happened, i m still glad to be home... felt so relieved the moment i got into the car... And once i got into the car, mom jus gave some food in a container. .. she must have guessed that i was starving huh.. and yes i was starving.... Thanks mom. And back at home, i dont even need to worry about anything like.."what should i have/cook for dinner?"..."when should i do my laundry" etc etc..

All in all, i jus wanna say that... it feels so great to be home.

i want more holidaysssss.......

Arh..mid term break ends today.... Damn it.. i need more holidays..Nah.. guess it's time to get back to school for some serious work after enjoying my cny for ONLY a week. .

I dont mind going back to school..really, school isnt that bad. But it's all the tests n assignments that really make people hate schools.. (for nus, CORS is another thing that make nus such a demon)..

There is just so much work to be done when school starts tmr.. No jokes man. TestS, reportS, assignmentS... crap crap crap.. i m not even sure whether i m gonna make it.. I mean i have to make it la, but i will make it the "hard way".ie less sleep, less tv, less going out bla bla bla...

I can really feel the "dead-ness" ... The air is so still, n everything jus seem so un-fun. And all that matters is -when should i start this assignment, can i do the assignments?, when should i study for this test, can i finish studying?, will i remember all the craps i need to study ...bla bla bla.. ARH!.. this is really the worst part of each semester. Somehow at the start for every semester, i would motivate myself n tell myself that "ok, this sem wont be so bad..as long as i work hard, i should manage.." arh, but ha, i never fail to feel stupid about thinking that school is gonna get any better.

U know how people always say that it;s good to have someone around during difficult times? i totally understand that. Well although Spore isnt far from JB, my family cant be there for me all the time. Plus the fact that Pat has returned to kl is so making life more difficult. Well but of cos, i m really glad to hav my frens around.

Time flies.. n the difficult times will pass... Soon the torture will be over n life will be great again.. or at least as things go, u can adapt to the tough situation. I know that everyone has diff problems in their lives. So good luck people. Stay strong k n U can do it.!

"Every failure, obstacle or hardship is an opportunity in disguise. Success in many cases is failure turned inside out. The greatest pollution problem we face today is negativity. Eliminate the negative attitude and believe you can do anything. Replace 'if I can, I hope, maybe' with 'I can, I will, I must.'"
-Mary Kay Ash

The difference between a successful person and others is not a lack of strength, not a lack of knowledge, but rather a lack of will.
-Vince Lombardi

Some recent pics of pat n i...

"Immature love says: 'I love you because I need you.' Mature love says 'I need you because I love you.'"
-Erich Fromm

It is remarkable how similar the pattern of love is to the pattern of insanity.
-The Matrix - Revolutions, character Merovingian

Love CNY..

What was cny about??...

kids!!!....

more kids....

FOOD too....

and also..Fire crackers....

and the best part was that i got to meet my frens...!!....
Sinyee, Shirlyn, Pang, Me..All the best in russia, pang.

The smc vb girls; sista, jiali, liying, me, yuping, yitong, racheal, choonlian....
My primary sch girls; me, mun, sinyee, pei en, liting.. miss u gurls!!...
smc MCA; hweeli,alli,shir,sinyee,me, charlene and her bf. ..

yea... so happy to get to meet all of them... really miss those days spent together...

Enjoyed cny to the max.. but getting a lil stressed now.. all thanks to nus!... ISH!!...

well but i really dont care... all in all cny was really fun!....yippie!!..

Happy CNY!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR !!!!!

Happy cny guys... Enjoy cny ya.. All those at home, enjoy cny with ur family n frens ya. Those overseas, hav fun celebrating cny there, plan some good stuff for urself k...:P

Hate Lab...Love my Bed...

Lab this sem isnt as bad as the one last sem....

BUT this was killing me... WUAK!

Home is still the best place to be...ha..especially when mom got me n sis our new bedsheet that says......(cant agree more man...)

Then as i was cleaning up my desk, i found this!!.... Redang people!!... u know what this is??

.........It's 12 Transnational Bus Ticket from Kuala Lumpur to Kuala Terengganu on the 3 of July 2006.

Happy Valentine's ...

Say I LOVE YOU...
Cantonese/Chinese-Ngo oiy ney ao
Czech - Miluji te
Dutch - Ik hou van jou
Filipino - Mahal kita
French - Je t'aime, Je t'adore
German - Ich liebe dich
Greek - S'agapo
Hawaiian - Aloha wau ia oi
Indonesian - Saya cinta padamu
Irish - Taim i' ngra leat
Italian - Ti amo
Japanese - Aishiteru
Korean - Sarang Heyo
Latin - Te amo
Portuguese - Eu te amo
Swedish - Jag alskar dig
Tamil - Naan unnai kathalikiraen

Jokes on Men..(hey no offence man.. i din create them..)

How do you save a man from drowning?Take your foot off his head
What's a man's idea of helping with the housework?Lifting his leg so you can vacuum
What do men and beer bottles have in common?They're both empty from the neck up
Only a man could buy a $400 car and put a $4000 stereo in it
What does a man consider a seven course meal?A hot dog and a six pack of beer
What do you call a man with half a brain?Gifted !
What are two reasons men don't mind their own business?1. No mind 2. No business
What's the difference between a man and E.T?E.T. phoned home
How do men sort their laundry?"Filthy" and "Filthy and wearable"
What is the thinnest book in the world?"What Men Know About Women"

Ok..now the rules by which women are governed...

1. The FEMALE always makes the rules.
2. The RULES are subject to change at any time without prior notification...by the FEMALE.

3. No MALE can possibly know all the RULES.

4. If the FEMALE suspects the MALE knows all the RULES, she must immediately change

some or all of them.

5. The FEMALE is never wrong.

6. If the FEMALE is wrong, it is due to a misunderstanding which was a direct result of something the MALE did or said wrong.

7. The MALE must apologize immediately for causing the misunderstandings.

8. The FEMALE may change her mind at any time.

9. The MALE must never change his mind without the express written consent of the FEMALE. 10. The FEMALE has every right to be angry or upset at any time

11. The MALE must remain calm at all times, unless the FEMALE wants him to be angry or upset.

12. The FEMALE must, under no circumstances, let the MALE know whether or not she wants him to be angry or upset.

13. The Male is expected to "mind read" at all times.

14. The MALE who doesn't abide by THE RULES; can't take the heat, lacks backbone, and is a wimp!

15. Any attempt to document THE RULES could result in bodily harm.

16. The FEMALE is ready when SHE is ready.

17. The MALE must be ready at ALL times

well...jokes aside....

"You don't love a woman because she is beautiful, but she is beautiful because you love her."

"Love has nothing to do with what you are expecting to get, it's what you are expected to give -- which is everything."

"Love does not begin and end the way we seem to think it does. Love is a battle, love is a war; love is a growing up."

"Love takes off masks that we fear we cannot live without and know we cannot live within."

"Love builds bridges where there are none."

All in all... HAPPY VALENTINE"S!!!!

Happy 21st Bday , Boon....

Boon's 21st Bday celebration... First round of celebration was on Sat night. Only her close girl friends were invited. ...And the theme was Black... and this is it...Me and the bday girl..happy bday!!Tong and i...

The three of us..
So fun to hang out with these girls....

The second celebration was a buffet party at her place... This time round the theme was to wear Pyjamas.... Only her close friends kinda followed the theme strictly. Guys were exempted while some girls just din wear pyjamas... Anyways..here's some pics...

Boon's adorable nephew....

Tong Boon Wen in Pyjamas...lol

Happy birthday to U!!..

Girls group pic...

It was pretty fun.. Thanks boon for the good food.. Happy birthday ya!!... Stay young n funky!!..

How to deal with blisters....

A super "fresh" blister...

This is how u should handle it, but make sure u sterilise the needle..

can u see the liquid???

All done and flat!!...

Our usual thing...

What we usually do.......

A free cake from Ding Tai Fong as we hit more than 80 bucks for dinner.... Check out the "shitty" looking stuff in the middle...haha
Jimson's Bday?? Nah.. his bday was the nearest..so Happy Bday!...lol
Paul checking his tiles...
Losers drink that!!..... it's quite horrible...

TEARS.

TEARS

Why do people cry? Recent evidence suggests that the tears produced by emotional crying may be a way that the body disposes of toxic substances. It may seem strange to think of crying as beneficial, yet many people say that "a good cry" makes them feel better.

While the research on the benefits of crying is intriguing but hardly decisive, other strands of evidence are becoming available. Tears produced by emotional crying differ in chemical content from those caused by irritants such as onion juice. Emotional tears contain more protein than tears induced by irritants. William Frey contends that emotional crying is an eliminative process in which tears actually remove toxic substances form the body.

Crying may "cleanse the mind" in a much more literal sense than even the catharsis theorists imagine. Other researchers are now examining the contents of emotional tears for substances such as endorphins, ACTH, prolactin and growth hormone, all of which are released by stress. While the research on psychoactive substances in tears is just beginning, there is reason to think that emotional tears may be important in the maintenance of physical health and emotional balance.

http://www.geocities.com/kidhistory/trauma/tears.htm

I do agree that crying makes people feel better, at least for me... It hurts a lot when u r crying.. and u will jus feel so pathetic...even u will start to pity urself.. The worse is when u listen to a sad, emotional song while crying.. That would jus encourage more tears and longer crying.. But after a while when ur eyes start to swell and when ur mind is too exhausted for anymore crying, the rain would then stopped. The sorrow would get dissolved eventually. It wont disappear entirely but u jus dont feel so much of it now. No matter how short this relief is, i think it;s still worth it to cry in order to feel better... Well of cos, some people dont agree with me.. they dont think crying solves anything. Yes maybe it doesnt, but to me, i think it;'s a good remedy to reduce ur sorrow when all u can depend on is urself...

Chinese New Year is coming!!...

CNY preparation....

Stock up wateva u need to serve ur friends and family when they visit ur place during cny.

Bake some cookies to serve the guests and to give some to relatives as gifts..(maid baking cookies)

Get a paint job..(worker painting..)

Get ready the ang pohs...(this is of cos not my job at all..)

And also..this is what i found online...

Chinese New Year of the Boar

The year 2007, by the records of Chinese calendar, is the year of Pig.The Chinese horoscope signifies that there are 12 different animals representing 12 consecutive years. So anyone born in a particular year that is named after any of the 12 animals, possess certain traits of that animal. Each animal year comes after a round of 12 years. Since Year 2007 has a unique combination of water as its base and fire as its symbol, it means that, this year is bully for all the Pigs. According to the early Chinese sages, the world is balanced between the two beginnings of Ying

This is to say that a Ying year should always be in harmony with the Yang occurrences.
The animals that fall under the Ying element are: Bull, Rabbit, Snake, Sheep, Rooster and Pig. People born under Ying year generally, feel fatigue. By making best use of the five elements: earth, air, wood and metal the Ying denizens should boost up their energy.
The remaining six animals: Rat, Tiger, Dragon, Monkey, Dog, and Tiger fall under the Yang energy. People born in Yang year are flexible, sensitive and innovative. These people should avoid being under stress.

Well i assume most of my frens r either tiger, ox, rat or rabbit... so these r some info bout those zodiac...

Chinese Year of the Rat (zi) 1924 1936 1948 1960 1972 1984 1996Chinese New Year zodiac , rats are said to be imaginative, charming and very generous to those they love - although they do have a tendency to be quick-tempered and over-critical. This Chinese zodiac sign work hard to achieve their goals, acquire possessions, and are likely to be perfectionists. They are basically thrifty with money. The people under this Chinese New Year zodiac are easily angered and love to gossip. Born under this Chinese zodiac sign, one should be happy in sales or as a writer, critic, or publicist.

Chinese zodiac rat are most compatible with people born in the years of the Dragon, Monkey, and Ox.

Chinese Year of the Ox (chou) 1925 1937 1949 1961 1973 1985 1997People born in the Chinese New Year zodiac of the Ox are patient, speak little, and inspire confidence in others. Oxen are born leaders, however they tend to be eccentric, and bigoted, and they anger easily having fierce tempers. They are conservative, methodical, and good with their hands. Chinese zodiac sign Ox are mentally and physically alert. Generally easy-going, they can be remarkably stubborn, and they hate to fail or be opposed.
Chinese zodiac oxen are most compatible with Snake, Rooster, and Rat people.

Chinese Year of the Tiger (Yin) 1926 1938 1950 1962 1974 1986 1998Chinese New Year zodiac , Tiger are sensitive, given to deep thinking, capable of great love. Tigers are said to be bold and adventurous, and are bestowed with initiative and charm. However, Chinese zodiac tiger can be extremely short-tempered. Other people have great respect for them, but sometimes tiger people come into conflict with older people or those in authority. Sometimes this Chinese New Year zodiac cannot make up their minds, which can result in a poor, hasty decision or a sound decision arrived at too late.

Chinese zodiac tigers are most compatible with Horses, Dragons, and Dogs.

Chinese Year of the Rabbit (Mao) 1927 1939 1951 1963 1975 1987 1999People born in the Chinese New Year zodiac of the Rabbit are articulate, talented, and ambitious. Chinese zodiac rabbits are affectionate, co-operative and pleasant, with lots of friends. But they can get too sentimental and seem superficial. They are virtuous, reserved, and have excellent taste. This Chinese New Year zodiac sign are admired, trusted, and are often financially lucky. They
are clever at business and being conscientious, never back out of a contract.They would make good gamblers for they have the uncanny gift of choosing the right thing. Rabbit people seldom lose their temper.Chinese zodiac rabbit are most compatible with those born in the years of the Sheep, Pig, and Dog.

Well of cos it;s up to u whether u believe it or not..to me, i think it;s no harm to jus read a lil bout this kinda stuff...although they may or may not be true....

Some people can be damn damn childish...

Yes..some people can be super super childish....Maybe it;s bcos i dont understand wth they r thinking...hmm...but i guess if i m the abnormal one here, the rest of the world is abnormal too... bcos it's seems like the rest cant get it too....

Anyways, it's no big deal to me if people choose to be childish.. In fact, their childish-ness can sometimes create funny "headlines" for people to discuss and also to laugh at..
So who cares if some people is childish.. All i care about is.....
1. Pls dont simply DRAG anyone else into your world and make use of him/her and then ruin him/her.... Think for them...

2. Dont think that the whole world is interested in u... Some kind souls in the world are just trying to show concern and OMG pls dont think it's bcos they "like" u...

3. and finally pls....be normal ....

By Mean cw...