starting to get busy

Ok Third week of school alredi. So fast right.. yea i know. Things r starting to come together n i m gonna get busy soon.. or rather i am alredi starting to get busy. I m trying really hard to find as much time as i can to spend with Pat, who is leaving for UK in less than a month now. I din know it';s gonna be this hard. I knew it would not be easy to handle a LDR(long distance relationship) i know it;s definitely a challenge. But i was brave enough to tell myself that i should try to take it. Now that it is so coming, everything seems so vulnerable. And i cant help but tearing whenever i talk or just think about Pat leaving. I mean..although he n i have not been like other couples where they r always together, he was in Kl and i was in spore that kinda thing, it;s still so hard to imagine myself not seeing him for so so long. The longest we tried so far was oni like one month or slightly longer than that. And now we have be separated for much longer than that. Arh.. i wish he din hav to go or how i wish i could be there with him.

Poor Pat.. he has to see me cry all the time when we mention about him leaving. He would always go:" dear y r u crying..dont be silly dear.." Ya, he always try to sound calm about it. He does give me the confidence that we can do it and everything will be fine. Thanks dear. I really appreciate it.

School is starting to get busy, trainings are still going on..bla bla bla... These r just reducing the amount of time i have for Pat. On top of that, the fact that i school in spore and he is in JB is not making anything easier. Cos i may have free time but it;s either he comes in to find me or i go back n find him. So it;s not as easy as it seems.

So i really hoping to have more time with him. We may not get the quantity now, but at least the quality i guess. I know Pat totally understands me n my committment.(thanks dear) but i should still do all i can to make things work.

I dont really know y all of a sudden i m so much about this. Maybe it;s just the mood. Cos Yen is also leaving soon.. Sigh. Luckily Tong is back today. At least i can talk to her n i wont be so stuck with me and all the negative things i hav in my mind. Thanks Tong! And also Thanks to Msn.. i can connect with Kitky who is is Wisconsin now. Thanks gurl... u really made me feel more confidence about LDR and as u always do, u assure me that there is always a way out.

(Part of my conversation with Kitky)

Petite Kitky {Love what you chose, Choose what you love} says:
and u know
Petite Kitky {Love what you chose, Choose what you love} says:
my friends' cousins were on LDR for 4-5 years
Petite Kitky {Love what you chose, Choose what you love} says:
and they got married.. and are a loving couples

This came at the right time..hehe.. Thanks again kitky!

Ok i should just end here, getting a lil long and naggy now. Take care people. Enjoy life ya. Ciao

Just a random pic of me helping my mom to close my uncle's shop. I was stepping on one side of the shutter while trying to hold on the other side from the bottom using a stick.