GROW UP!!!

PLEASE.............

Finally we met again...

Met up with Boon n Tong for shopping in the afternoon... Havent seen boon for quite some time.. This girl has a new hair cut AGAIN!!..she cuts her hair like every month?? or is it every two weeks??...so often that she can hav different hairstyle everytime i meet her.... Well she also blamed us for her weight gain ..cos we din hav time to go swimming with her..hmm..Wat a valid reason. lol..

Check this girl out...

Was having dinner with justin n carol while visiting carol...
Saw this two siblings .. Wonder what they were talking bout... The lil girl din seem very happy for sure.

1. What r u talking bout? i m not happy bout it k...

2. My turn to fight back!!!!

3. Haih..i still lose in the end.....

Life is just a journey..

Was super exhausted after lab...9am to 6pm non-stop...with no break in between... Sucks huh..
Then i thought shit..next time when i start working..my life would be like this..which is super shitty...
Sigh... i wonder wat's life all about.....



Journey

Here we sit,
waiting for time
always in line.
There is no end,
only the journey.

Where we stand,
we’re never sure,
so insecure.
And in the end,
only the journey.

There we go;
working, trying, hoping, sighing.
But in the end,
only the journey.

How we walk;
all four, two, three,
and some on knee.
Yet in the end,
only the journey.

Who we meet
alters the way
we see each day.
But in the end,
only the journey.

When we run;
looking to race,
striving for place.
Still, in the end,
only the journey.

What we see
in our mind’s eye
soon makes us cry.
So in the end,
only the journey.

Kevin Lawrence

Chilling night

Last night..after training.. Becca, huiqin, me, Heather n ZG had supper.. Thought that the night would end after that.. but as we walked back to becca's car.. Hmm..the two spontaneuos ladies suggested movie. When they jio me along..my asnwer was :"my ankle hurts leh.."(cos i twisted my ankle a little during training before that).. After that i realised my answer was super irrelevant n idiotic.. they both burst into laughter when i anwered that as well.....Ok ya i agree it's stupid..but that was wat came into my mind..

So there we went.. Showered and booked the tickets at my place.. Then we went to catch Death Note. A japanese triller.. more of a mystery kinda show. We were so tired that most of us fell asleep for a while during the non-exciting parts. But we managed to get the whole pic n agreed that it wasnt a bad movie..

Then once again, i thought the night would end there. But haha..we went for a drink after that. It was fun to chill with them .. So fun to just talk cock n laugh n gossip n jus crap... Nice...:P... N of cos we had fun getting "annoyed" and "irritated" by some stupid analogies and jokes. Let me jus ask u guys sth.. Who on earth would use a cat eating a fish as an analogy for a man having an affair...sigh...

We din take pics though.. i managed to take one pic of huiqin drawing some stuff in my room and a pic of becca with some weird effect due to my dying camera..so that shall not be posted here...

Huiqin drawing some stuff

Had FUN!

Pat was back over the weekend...

we watched the movie- John Tucker Must Die-.. a girly show.. which i like.. it's not some blockbuster..but pretty funny n you dont need any part of ur brain to watch it..unlike shows like matrix.. I think most guys who like matrix, x men bla bla bla..wont like this at all n would think that it's really crap.. But for girls who like Mean Girls, Raise your voice or movies by lindsay lohan or hilary duff.. this movie is not too bad.

This morning..went for breakfast with pat.. He brought me to a pretty old Kopitiam in town.. It was pretty cool..i like old kopitiam ..especially their kaya toast n half-boiled eggs..




Then we went Istana Garden.. the "nicest" garden in Jb.. cos there arent many in Jb.....haha...
We din even dare to hold hands cos holding hands in those malay places seem to be "illegal"..haha.. I admit that i m timid.. But after hearing stories bout yen;s fren who got caught for holding hands or sth in Jb.. That scared me.. but at the same time.. it's stupid.. Jus as what yen's parents said: "y r those people so free to catch people holding hands when it;s not offending anyone..but not free to catch those snatch thieves that r hurting n in fact killing people?"..

Here's some pic of the Istana garden..

ok..anyways..the haze has been getting better..luckily.. i miss the fresh air(although the air in spore and jb isnt very fresh at normal condition)... Indonesia better not let the same thing happen again man.. It's irritating..

i realise..

Some shitty stuff can happen in one's life...well maybe i should say..A LOT of shitty stuff can happen... There are times when u just cant hold ur tears n break down... but after that u will realise that things r actually not so bad...

I realise that i m SUPER DUPLE lucky to meet n know so MANY nice frens n teammates.. SERIOUSLY!! i cannot imagine how my life would be if the people i meet r not the ones that i know now... Can u imagine having frens who dont care bout others but themselves? can u imagine having frens who dont give a damn bout wat u r going through and dont bother trying to be there for u?? MY GOODNESS>..i m damn lucky lar...

Thanks to all the nice n kind people... thanks to all real friends.. thanks A LOT..hell a lot.. really..

I also realise that... one should not focus on tiny little things in life.. should try to look at the bigger picture to make life less painful for urself n the people around u.. Plus..u cant get out of life.. so y make it difficult for urself when u can choose..or try to choose to be happy.. I know it;s easier said than done.. n i might not be able to do it when things get screwed.. But heck lar.. thats wat i feel ...at least for now...

Here's some nice quotes that i totally agree with....:P

"When I find myself fading, I close my eyes and realize my friends are my energy."

"A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out."

"Friendship is the hardest thing in the world to explain. It's not something you learn in school. But if you haven't learned the meaning of friendship, you really haven't learned anything."

i wonder...

Was watching a show on TV the other night... A man just lost his fiance over an accident. While that man was sewing a cheongsam for his dead fiance, a butterfly came flying around him. He then started talking to the butterfly, as if the butterfly was his fiance.

It reminded me sth... that happened about a year ago.

My aunt who was struggling with cancer for quite some time passed away last year. At the particular night when my mom went for the funeral, something odd happened.

My mom, sis and i were having dinner in the dining room. Then a crippled white cat walked to the sliding door next to the dining room. That cat looked at us pitifully, sadly and emotionally from the door for quite some time. My sis realised it first. Then my mom went.." is it Lan-Yi(my aunt's name)?".. My sis got a little scared and went:"arh..dont scare me leh.." I didnt find it scary though..which was odd..cos normally i would be scared of cats. But at that moment, i just felt different and i felt connected to that cat.

My mom then emphasized that the cat was white and crippled... which was similar to my aunt who had white hair and her left leg was crippled. That scared my sis even more. My dad then warned my mom to stop being ridiculous. Well but of cos, that discussion went off for a few days..

So wats the logic or scientific explanation for all the coincidence??? It sounds unbelievable.. i know..it sounds like i m bullshitting.. But all that did happen... That, i m 100% sure...

no matter what...

I miss my aunt... She was such a nice lady.. She used to dote all of us so much...

I can still remember vividly the day when i visited her the last time. She was so sick and weak. But yet she accepted everything bravely and faced it strongly without any regrets. She kept asking us not to cry while trying to hold her tears back. It seemed unavoidable that she was gonna leave this world..everyone knew it including herself. ....And that probably y she left peacefully..

She maybe gone....but she is always in our hearts...

I see....

Sometimes i wonder y people do these things:

a) be so pessimistic that he/she is making the rest of the world seems like dying.. hello, u can be as sad as u wan n we dont mind being there for u and to help u in wateva way we can, but will u not give us that damn look as if we owe u a million bucks.

b) complaining about his grades when he got 34/36...The way he did it was like.."tsk..shit..i ONLY got 34." Cant he jus be happy with wat he gets or was he trying to show off to the rest.. So damn annoying.. Luckily he isnt my fren. I so cant stand people like this.

c)Some girls also have no idea what dignity and pride is to the extend where they act like some rubbish on the street when they can be as precious as diamond.

d)A girl from "a particular country"(neither spore nor msia but sumwhere else), she would chant in mandarin "come out...come out.."..(chu lai ba...chu lai ba..) while queing in the ladies.

e) last but not least, somebody can feel perfectly fine while digging his nose in public. Even the long laughter of the crowd wont make him feel awkward. Wonder what can knock some sense out of him to make him realise that his continuous nose-digging action can be quite disgusting.

Check him out.. the guy in white.... The video is not very clear though. But should be able to his hand movement while he digs his nose...

thank u...

some tiny little things u do can affect another person in a great way...well maybe not like totally great but definitely significant...

Small things like.. being supportive, being patience, being nice, being kind, being considerate...all these can be observed in ur action and words.. I m sure when u do or say something, people around you can feel your intention and thought. I m very sure of that...

U may find that those little things u do may not be of great use or may not take much energy or effort.. but it makes a difference to those receiving them... meaning whatever u do does make a difference to people around u...I m sure when u r in need or lost especially, u could feel that wat some people say or do can seem pretty meaningful to u...

Thats y i wanna say thanks... thanks to all my frens who never fail to do those tiny little things that support me, encourage me, help me, cheer me up and also brighten my days... I really feel super lucky to have met so many kind and nice and considerate friends... Really.. I think i m really fortunate to meet nice people in my life... so thanks people for being so nice.. and for tiny little good things that u do... Thanks...Really appreciate them...

We shall all try to be nice...hehe..to make an impact in someone's life.... It could be big or small. But tiny little things u do can definitely make a difference...

and Once again, thanks...

Pat-ty Sun

Went out with pat... Watched Miami Vice..personally i think that it sucks... It doesnt have a clear climax and even if it does, it takes such a long time to reach the climax.. Other than the shooting scenes, no other parts excite me... Wat a waste of money..should hav chosen Devil wears Prada instead...

We shopped a little as well.. It was odd that Pat requested to shop.. It is always me who wanna shop and he would go.."do u hav anything u need to buy?? or u jus feel like buying something?" The latter is always the case.. ha.. But today he actually said that he wanna shop.. I was like.." wah..wassup with u? ..ok let's go then.." It was rare for him to wanna shop without me initiating it, so i jus agreed with him to shop.. Well y would i question so much when i get to shop.. haha..

He managed to buy some stuff first.. Usually i would be the one buying first or rather buying more and he would carry the bags. I felt so different when he bought stuff first n i had to help him to carry his shopping bag for a moment while he was paying... Man.. it was just..hmm..so different..
Well well, of cos i din go home empty handed... I managed to get some stuf f as well.. So was damn happy that i could buy something eventhough i din plan to get any... yippie!...

Why would anyone say No to SHOPPING???...

i realised that playing pool can be tiring as well.. To me, it can be super tiring when i dont score.. It's just damn depressing... I can still remember the days when i could hit nothing at all n just keep missing... That was horrible... I still suck now.. But at least i dare to try...ha... Pat has been playing with his indon fren back in Subang.. So he got a LITTLE better..yes..the word is "a little" which means there is still space for improvement.. So good luck ya...

Here's some candid shots...

1. Pat trying the top..

2. Me with pool..dont click..

3. Choc from pat's mom..(who says no to free gift??)

Life is SimPLe....Good and Bad

Saturday is here again... but wat a hazy one...Bcos of the haze, had to train in air conditioned hall today... Wonder whether the haze would get better or worse....???...

Wanted to bring my sis out to celebrate her end of exam. But she was tired of going to any shopping complexes.. I wasnt really keen to shop as well. So in the end, we agreed to get some snacks and jus drive around along the seaside with the sun-roof opened and music blasting. (cant seem to upload the pics...blogspot is lagging...)

It was pretty fun.. din really care bout the haze.... jus kept on driving...cos I just love drinking ice blended mocha while driving ...Enjoyed it so much...Sometimes life can be simple but yet enjoyable..dont u think so??

We r loving it...

Chiawen , Jiaqi

The Haze...bad huh?

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Life can be simple and fun sometimes... But life isnt fair..

Was reading the newspaper during dinner....Read this news bout a three-year-old boy who got abused by his OWN biological mom and another man. Bruises were found all over the boy's body. If u think that the boy is so poor thing... how bout this.. He has actually passed away.. And the death cause was bcos of head injury.. And obviously the injury was caused by the two immature, irresponsible and evil idiots. How can u be so cruel to such an innocent live.. u bring him to the world and yet u detroy his chance of staying in it. What did he do wrong to deserve this?? ..Even justice wont bring him back now.. Life is just cruel sometimes...:(.. May he rest in peace and may his grandma stay strong for herself and her loved ones..(his grandma took care of him before his biological mom TOOK him back..)

SUniGame Prize Giving..

TOday was a long day.. Started off with a test at 8am.. Crap huh... Heard from cenying that she has tests on sat evening.. thats even more sucky.. Can nus be a little more considerate?? wat the hell are they thinking man????...

Went for the SuniGame Prize Giving with the team.. It was pretty short. Every other team was wearing sneakers and sport shoes.. But being the most "heck-care"ones, we just wore Birks...hahah...and we took pics during the ceremony without paying much attention on wat the hell was going on..... Seriously since when we care bout anything at all...:P

hmm...basically all Unis won sth in diff sports.. Nus was the overall champ as well.. ..not bad at all...

The best thing bout the whole thing was the FOOD!!...it was not bad... Mae was damn sad that the teamNus had to stay back to take group pics... which caused her to lose out in grabbing the food.. In the end we din get to try the puffs...Xiuyi was damn sad bout it...lol..

Oh we camwhored a lot as well.....hahah...here's the team that went for the ceremony...

This is Us

A blur team pic...

Huiqin, Me and Cenying..i like this pic..:P

On the Bus.. Mae, Xiuyi, Me, Cenying, Nornor, Joe

Trying to relive our younger days...

Had a great time... Gonna miss the exchange students..especially Nor Nor!!..haha...

Yeah weekend is here... There is work to do..but well who is gonna let work ruin their weekend.. plus Pat is coming back for his short break...yippie...

OMG..Jyymei...THANK YOU!!!!..i m so touched..

came back home today..as in real home.. Was damn tired after all the travelling.. But boom!..when i got home, i saw a SURPRISE for ME!!..

It was a parcel!!!....

And guess what..it's from jyymei ..She had this delivered before she left ..

Man..i m so damn touched ....seriously.. This surprise made me feel so blissed and touched..... Thanks darling!!!...

Now this is what it contains....

a skirt that she bought for me when she was visiting china...(so sweet...!!..thanks moi..)

a bracelet...(yeah...jyymei: i realise that u have one for urself before reading ur letter hahaha....nice pose in the pic huh...:P)

a handmade photo frame with our pics throughout these years.....(Jyymei:..yea..u added our trademark!!!..the twintower..haha)

Last but not least, a LETTER...(moi ur style of writing is still as funny as before..haha...)

Ok...Miss TAN JYY MEI!!!!(one of my closest buddies)... THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU ,...SO SO SO SO SO SO MUCH!!!... i really love the surprise..I LOVE IT!!!... i m so touched gurl. Sorry that i couldnt send u off cos i had sth on the next day...so sorry. But dont worry..i will try to send u off the next time..hahahaa...

U were so busy before u left (thats y din dare to find u) and yet u did all these for me..really thanks a lot.. i appreciate it a lot a lot.. Thanks..MUAK!!!!!.... love u so much.. So glad to have a close pal like u... Everything that we gone through together will never be forgotten..(including the time when u were damn disgusted by ur farewell cake in NYGBS..:P).... Thanks for being there for me as well.. Being the more matured one, u r always there to help me n to just see me or hear me cry..thanks gurl.. Thanks for ur hospitality when i visit u as well... (i miss going to ur place alredi..haha)... All in all, thank u so much for being such a wonderful friend... No matter wat happens, nth can break our bond..(ie u can never get rid of me..:P)

Missing u alredi..although u will be back in Dec.. Well as u said u wil try to stay till our bday..haha.. then we will see how we can celebrate k.. i will definitely try to meet up with u when u r back... So gain a bit of weight for me to see k..i m also trying to gain weight..hahahaha..(then i can fit into the bracelet better..:P)....

Girl, i know u can survive in any situation no matter how hard it is.. so stay strong and be the cool jyymei forever k... Well when u feel like crying or complaining bout anything .. u know miss kee here is kaypoh enough to wanna hear u talk bout it. :P...ALl the best k... LOVE YOU! MISS YOU!!...muak..(yea..i know u r straight..ha...me too...)

Miss tan..remember this???.,,.(this is wat we used to have on our hostel door)

Moi...dont u miss C314..Dinner bell(deng deng deng deng...)...movie nights...grocery shopping...neoprint sessions in coronation...going out together every sat...preparing for Os together...and of cos not forgetting..taking care of me when i sprained my ankle one day before our last paper..haha...

Did u know?

Coca-Cola was originally green

It is possible to lead a cow upstairs but not downstairs

Smartest dogs: 1) Scottish border collie; 2) Poodle; 3) Golden retriever
Dumbest: Afghan hound

Men can read smaller print than women; women can hear better

The world's youngest parents were 8 and 9 and lived in China in 1910

Intelligent people have more zinc and copper in their hair.

State with the highest percentage of people who walk to work: Alaska

Percentage of American men who say they would marry the same woman if they had it to do all over again: 80%
Percentage of American women who say they'd marry the same man: 50%

Met up with the girls..

Met up with mayleen, chiewkim, yenlin and rosanne ...

Fun to get to chat with them n update each other.. Miss those days in Convent so much.. miss skipping classes together, miss going for "rehat" together, miss training together, miss going out after classes together, miss gossipping bout teachers, seniors and juniors together...:P etc...

Glad to know that they r doing fine... Well havent met up with some other girls... so people, pls come back..haha

Here's some pics..
She is Yenlin.. She is forever cheerful n nice..

This is Chiewkim ... She is Miss Hitch...

As usual..Tong.. Bestie...(yen..we miss u lar)

This is Us....Tong, Rosanne(the seagull), Mayleen(her bday is on christmas man...how cool), chiewkim, yenlin, me.